Oscar frenzy

I have always been interested in Oscar awards.Never lost the excitement  of predictions, the endless wait for the Dday&finally the awards ceremony.Must also admit to have shed  a few tears  with the winners and the losers.Always imagined myself  on the stage giving  a tearful   graceful acceptance speech.Always wondered  how the losers can clap lustily -no wonder they are the nominees.Never seen  even a tinge of  anger or envy  on  any of those  designer faces.They all look  immensely happy-must be cringing inside.I dont  like people pulling out a piece of paper   during the speech-they should speak from the heart   without the help of this tiny paper.

What are your Oscar  experiences?